I'm interested in starting over.
I'm interested in leaving this place where I'm bored and "patient."
I'm interested in actually trying new things and finding something I can be passionate about pursuing.
For so long I've been afraid of making wrong decisions and I have struggled with waiting for God's timing and not my own.
But you know what?
After a while, a sister gets trapped. And this place that you have called "patience" is really just a box you've put yourself in so that you can hide yourself from everything. I can't help but wonder if all this time, God's been waiting for me to move -- and here I sit, just patiently waiting.
Step 1: Be liberated of my hair.
I've been wanting to cut my hair short for a really long time now. So I finally did it.
I'm going to start doing things because I want to. I refuse to let fear and failure tell me what I can and cannot do.
Take that, life.
